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Ok, this post is quite short and simple..
Firstly, i wasn't selected to go to the department that we have been training on for whole 1 month!!
Secondly, we waited so long juz to noe that we have to wait another 1 week to noe where we go..
Thirdly, we are isolated in a room, nth to do for the whole day but only to SLEEP!! Tired at first but later on, slp until we cant slp anymore.. Frm 7.30am-5pm!! =.=
I really hope that i can remain in that unit so that its much easier for mi to go to work everyday.. =(
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Haha.. Manda was rite abt my previous post!! XD If people were to read in a diff tone, there would be alot of misunderstanding.. And i did say that if u wanna change is up to u..
Some of this are feedbacks from fellow judokas and in addition, i did not elaborate much.. But if u ppl think that i m stupid or asshole to say this, Haha.. So be it then..
Sometimes i did say, i smile doesn't means i m happy.. Y? Cuz i try nt affect other ppl moods as much as i can.. Comment all abt mi u guys wan, thats 1 of my purpose of the post so that i do noe wad i can change too..
Friday, October 26, 2007
Ok~ This Post is abt the comments i give to the juniors~~ Wanna change or not is up to u ppl.. If u think i m wrong, Do tell mi Y~
Guys:~
Chee Ka:~
Chee Ka ar Chee Ka, very nice guy, kin in learning, very qian xu oso.. But Chee Ka, u noe y sometimes i do bully u, I wan u to retaliate abit.. Liddat will help u in future.. Muz have ur own stand of ground. Dun let others Bully u so much k? And 1 more thing i forgot to mention is, i agree wif salvana that u really look like a HAMSTER!! LOL!!
David:~
Kin in learning new techniques and perfecting them but sometimes u ask for too much. Tell u cannot learn u still go ask others.. Haizz.. And hor tok slowly abit la.. Sometime u tok until i catch no balls.. Haha.. But do bear in mind that wad we tell u is for ur own good and nt being selfish for nt teaching u..
JiaHao:~
So far quite a fine guy la juz that he looks very mature!! XD Looks mature but thinks mature too.. Haha.. Nt much comments for this guy cuz overall nt bad la juz that hor, plz remb if u are attached, dun say "Attached but available".. Make ur gf have no sense of security ar..
Girls:~
Amanda:~
My daughter in judo, strongwill, cheerful, crazy sometimes.. Sometimes i noe u feel judo abit bored but i do hope u all can stay on lor.. I can see u gt potential lor, especially ur qigong rolling breakfall!! I was like "WTF?!" Haha.. I cant do that.. But u always like to stand up for others but u nvr really stand up for urself.. Plz do take care of ur bones esp, very worry abt u ar.. Haha.. Always the femine HERO! XD Strong and small size gal.. Haha.. Cartoon and cute!!
Michelle:~
I am amazed by her still kin in learning lei.. Hard to have this kind of gal survive in judo sia.. But sometimes siao de. Mayb some missy liddat de.. But hor if gt anything unhappy in the club muz approach mi ASAP so that i can help settle the prob faster.. If nt i wont noe and i will juz let the prob go its way.. Haha.. Small size like manda and strong.. Cute and funny XD
Salvana:~
TAKOYAKI!! Haha.. Face round round and cute cute de!! I gt camou cream can make her head like watermelon! Ok back to comments, Salvana ar, u noe alot of ppl worry abt u when u emo?! Sometimes i do noe the prob but the thing is tell mi la!! I honestly can give advises to u de lor.. But u keep to urself everytime for wad? Aiyo.. Then wad are frens for rite? Sometimes have to make CORRECT decision.. Now the good points, Cheerful gal.. Work-a-holic de siao, haha.. Say she is an angel but i cant say no~ LOL~~ Do smile always!
Thats all for now.. Damn shag.. Maybe next time then continue elaborate in details!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Totally moodless today..
Hearing ppl nt enjoying in the club or wanna quit juz makes my heart shatters..
Feel that i haven't contribute much in bonding the club~~
Political wars in the club oso make my mood down.. Y? Y muz they argue over such small matters?
Another thing is that the club is so disorganised! Last min changes is now seen so often in the club.. juniors starting to get unhappy wif us..
Time is so little for mi cuz i cant fork out much time to help bond the club since i m in army.. Sometimes i think that i really cant do anything to help the juniors..
Feel so useless and sad~~
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Sian ar today damn bored.. Still in low mood since yest..
Firstly in the morning, without any food or water, i was driven awake by my mum to go to the polyclinic to consult a doc abt my scalp problem.. I was shocked when i reach there the clinic and notice i still have to wait for more than 100+ ppl b4 i could get a no. to consult the doc..
So i waited from 8.45am - abt 10pm then reach mi.. Getting my doc queue no., i went to the desiganated room outside and waited till my no. was called.. But~ i was so long n guess wad time i finally get to see the doc? 1pm++!! WTH..
After which, i still have to go to the pharmacy to get my medicine.. And so, another 1 hr+ waiting time.. Great.. The doc told mi that if 2 weeks ltr it doesnt get better, he will have to refer mi to the national skin center.. So jialat..
Finally reached hm around 3pm n had my BREAKFAST!! Kinda fuck up..
Actually wanna sms sal sal whether she alrite le ma but sian~ Better leave her alone to relax n nt ask too much.. I do understand and wanna help but she very strong and independant.. I respect her decisiion.. But if she really needs help, i will oso be there.. Cheer up! ^^
Sad~ Stupid mi~~
12:22 AMToday saw Sal sal n her mummy at sakae sushi eating.. We were alrdy then when she suddenly saw mi n gt a shock.. Haha..
Din dare to tok in the presences of her mother so we juz ate our food n i walk off wif my fren after that greeting her mum n her goodbye..
I thought she was in a good mood that day so i decide like go "disturb" her abit ma..
Who noes, i m fucking wrong.. She was fell very terrible that time liao n yet i din realise..
As a friend, i wish i could help but instead, i made the situation even worst.. Great!! Some1 plz kill mi for my stupidity..
I feel damn guilty abt everything n useless that i can only see n nt help as i dun even noe hw to!!
Argggg... looking at my frens so moodless, i oso sian diaoz.. Cuz today nt only sal sal feel terrible, n also my fren broke up wif gal fren.. Sian.. I cant do much as a fren!!
Feeling damn useless...
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Old Chicken!
7:14 PMToday was a very bad day for mi~~
Before goin to work, mood alrdy nt good liao, then an old chicken come provoke mi while i taking my breakfast abt the mistake we did yest.. Ok~~ Its our fault but y tell mi only?
Then during training, that old chicken come again.. Saying the same things, she give us that fucking attitude and make mi damn du lan.. Today was bad for mi overall.. Damn sian ar~~
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Random~
9:20 PMKinda sad sia~~ Y All the year 1 judo gals all attached rite guys! Aiya.. We all late that little bit then they all kana snatched by ppl le lor.. Haha.. Sian!! XD
MOVIE ON 27th of OCT!! The Seekers!!
People that i have inform:~
Jia Hao
Chee Ka
Yew Loong
Amanda
Michelle
Salvana~~
Hope these ppl can make it lor~ Give Uncle abit of face ar~~
And 1 more thing, SRY SALVANA!! LOL!! I keep typing ur name wrongly~~ Hehex.. Din mean to de T_T..
Next thursday, 25th of Oct, is My Life and Death day lo~~ Whether i can stay in that unit, whether i can get 8-5 job, and whether i can come for anymore Judo trainings all depends on that day le~~ I fail i die le lor.. Hopefully i can make it!!
Quote from Celest that i agree strongly to: "God wants spiritual fruits, NOT religious nuts"
And one more thing, take a look at the picture below.. Damn nice scenery capture near my house around 6.30pm on 16 Oct 2007.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
DAMN FUCK UP!! SAD!! FEEL SO STUPID!!
8:33 PMAm i suay or wad to noe this type of fren.. Army juz deposited 400 bucks for our pay and yet taht fucker lost all his money without leaving a single cent?! WTH!! JUZ 4 days we gt our pay nia n he lost all his money to jackpot!!
Lending money is nt a prob but the thing is WHY THE HELL GO GAMBLE UNTIL LET NTH!! NEED TO LEND MONEY FRM MI N SOMEMORE TAKE TAXI!! FUCK UP!!
My week allowance (which i set aside from my pay) goes to his taxi fare.. Damn bloody sad.. Totally broke this week.. Haiz..
Hate Myself for being so stupid to say that i have money on mi~~ When he called mi, i knew something was nt right.. Shuld have been smarter in answering the call..
Fuck myself for being stupid.. Hope that i can leave this world soon.. So dun have to feel sad for all this.. And to take a long long rest!! NVR TO WAKE UP N SUFFER!
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Abt me~
8:44 PMSo~ can anybody tell mi wad kinda of guy am i?
A very jialat guy?
A very ugly guy?
Fat?
Petty?
Any comments abt mi plz tell mi on my tag box!
For wad i noe, i am a guy who gets easily paranoid, depressed or even pissed off.. Juz that my expression sometimes doesn't shows.. Haha.. Hypocrite i say~ I can bes smiling at u but inside is all hatred..
I do have alot of probs even though i like to help out others in their problems.. But asking mi to share my probs, haha, very hard lo.. I very selfish type, dun wanna share my stress wif ppl de.. And i kinda pester ppl until they share their stress wif mi then i happy..
I am a person who is very devoted in doin something that i wanna do.. E.g Judo.. I Quited the WSS (World skill competition) for judo(duno wad am i thinking..). So i hope that my time teaching the juniors are nt wasted as in i teach n they leave the club suddenly..
Thats all i wanna say for the moment~~ Plz comment abt mi if possible^^ I need it..
Sunday, October 7, 2007
LAME NICK NAMES FOR JUDOKAS!! XD
7:31 PMHere are the nicknames me and amanda gave to some when we were bored :~
Amanda = Naruto (Toot toot characteristic)
Salvana = Sakura (Pretty but ~~ )
Ah Ben = Rock Lee (Strength?! And some other things XD)
Wilson = Kakashi (Crappy?!)
Zhao Han = Chouji (Find out urself! XD)
Leo = Jiraya (Lao Ti Ko!! HAHA!!)
Michelle = Hinata (White and shy?!)
Chee Ka = Shikamaru (Smart and calm)
Will update the rest cuz i forgot liao~~
Friday, October 5, 2007
BLOODY LAME!! LOL!!
10:44 AMNYP JUDO PRODUCTIONS!!