My mood is still the same.. Very depress no matter how i think of the positive side.. No longer the cheerful mi.. Y?!?! Where have the other side of mi gone to? Dead? I think so ba.. The sad n depressed mi emerges frm no where n murdered the cheerful side.. I duno how to get back the cheerful side anymore.. Unless . . . Haiz.. Its impossible.. I m juz imagining things will go the way i hope to but it will nvr!! Y do i have this type of treatment.. Y cant i get wad i wan for once.. Y Y Y!!!